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my suicide note..

it was never good enough. nothing was. my grades. tthe boys. nothing is good enough. i just want to be here.i give up. i cant sing. its not enough good enough. nothing is. i was never even good enough for any of those boys. i feel like shit./ i miss my bff.i need her . i dont think anyone can help me. i was so perfect.i wish that rapist killed me. i dont want to be here i dont think anty care if i died. i think eveyone hates me..i dont even want to go to heven. i want to go nowhere. i just want to b e dead. i think it would be b etter if i werent alive.i hate my life more than ever. its not fair. i did everything.i hate myself i am not pretty and u know what it wasnt good enough i might as well smoke pot.it better in the other side death is better i should be studyhing i used to care so much and n ow it doesnt matter it doesnt matter it was never good enough

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